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May 2006
I'll Be Watching You A recent prayer conference I attended was held in a picturesque retreat center nestled within the foothills of the Alberta Rocky Mountains. We dined royally on the word of God and feasted heavily on God's presence as we prayed and interceded for our denomination and for Canada at large. The fellowship around God's table was something that I will treasure for years to come. The hospitable support staff of the retreat centre outdid themselves, providing us with a loving, caring and nurturing environment, catering to our every need and spoiled us rotten in the process. Comforting home-style meals were served in a bright and sunny dining room that led out to a grassy meadow surrounded by trees and brush. The only thing separating us from the outdoors was a ceiling to floor window that gave an unobstructed view. A breathtaking view for us? Indeed. However, we were not the only group who took advantage of the view provided by the sparkling glass. Glancing up from my second cup of coffee one morning, I was startled out of my usual sleepy fog by the sight of at least six of seven mule deer that came up within a couple of feet of the window. I had no idea how long they had been there but they were perfectly still, only their eyes serenely moving as they scanned the inhabitants of the room. I didn't sense they were waiting for handouts. In fact, some one tossed some granola out the patio door and while they sniffed it dismissively, no they were definitely there to watch our every move. Some one at my table quipped. "Now we know what it's like to be on the other side of the glass enclosure at the zoo." We all laughed and she continued. "Imagine their conversation... all those humans ever seem to do is eat, eat eat and make those silly noises. They look almost intelligent from this angle, don't you think?" Being two different species,of course, we could never truly communicate to the deer nor they to us. We had many visitors from our neighbourhood, many of which had never been in a church setting before. A good half of our guests are recent refugees from Sudan and majority of them, especially the stay-at-home mothers struggle with English. They came to church because many of their children attend puppet clubs sponsored by our church that are in the neighbourhood public schools and as such have not yet had the opportunity to attend English as Second Language classes. While in no way would I ever draw a similarity between these beautiful and beloved Sudanese people and the four legged observers at the retreat centre, our lack of a common spoken language did put us all at a slight disadvantage. My fervent prayer is that while some of our visitors might not have been able to understand our words that we were still able to communicate the love of God as they intently observed us in worship, as we waited in line at the coffee pot during our morning break and as we fellowshiped after the service. Francis of Assisi once said, "Preach the gospel. And if necessary, use words." I pray that these silent witnesses this morning 'heard' the gospel preached in our actions, our response to God's love and in our interactions with each other and our attempts to reach out to them, if all we could give was a smile. I hope they will return and join with us around the table of fellowship as we do our best to remove any barriers, seemingly invisible or not so they truly commune with each other, heart to heart, spirit to spirit. © 2006 Katherine Walden Contact for permission to reprint or use in any format. A Light Ignited "Turn out the light,"
In His Hands
It's Not Our Burden To Carry An old friend of mine that I'll call Tom to protect his privacy has been on my heart as of late. I've no doubt that I'll run into him in the next few weeks as Spring slowly creeps its way into North Central Alberta. Tom loves to walk around our downtown core and is well loved by many of the missions and churches in that area.I first met Tom when he and I attended a weekly small group together that was sponsored by our church. Tom is slightly disabled, with a slight case of Cerebral Palsy and lives with mental disabilities as well as mental illnesses that are controlled by medication. Diminutive with jet black hair and a neat beard, he gives off the aura of child-like innocence and trust as his large brown eyes peer out at the world around them through thick-lensed glasses. It might be assumed that this precious child of God led quite a sheltered life and was protected by his family. Unfortunately, the opposite is true and at an early age, he was kicked out of his home by his upper middle class family who were ashamed of their 'less than perfect son' who had a few behavioral problems. As a result, Tom ended up on the street and while the Lord protected him from drug addiction unfortunately Tom was abused and mistreated by many of those who he innocently befriended. Raped, mugged and betrayed, his heart remained soft somehow and he accepted Christ as his Savior. God's family encamped around Tom and he soon found himself living with five other young bachelors in a safe neighbourhood. These 'older brothers' watched out for Tom and counseled him wisely and in a very short time, his nightmare years on the street were only a memory. When I began to lead our small group in our apartment, Tom was always the first to arrive and often arrive a good half hour before the meeting was scheduled. He was left on his own devices as I set out refreshments and prepared for the meeting. I would often find him gazing out my balcony window and I assumed he was enjoying the picturesque view. One week I casually mentioned how nice the river valley looked far below and he looked back at me, startled from his thoughts. He pointed to the building across the street and matter-of-factly informed me that his parents lived in that building but he hadn't seen his mother in seven or eight years. His eyes brightened as he was swift to make sure that I knew that he saw his father every year on his birthday and sometimes on Christmas Eve. My heart broke as I felt anger well up inside me. How could parents abandon their son in this fashion? How could they erase him from their lives? How could they live with the horrors that their son endured as a result of him being forced from home at such a tender age? I was ready to march right over to that building and give them a piece of my mind until I caught Tom's expression. There wasn't a hint of anger, bitterness or resentment in his face or in his tone. His mental disabilities were mild enough that I knew he was well aware of his situation, yet his heart was utterly empty of the emotions that rushed through me. He had made his peace and had truly forgiven his parents and there was nothing but unconditional love in his heart for them and an admission that he was a 'difficult' person at times. As I watched this young man walk out Christ's example, "Forgive them Father, they do not know what they do.", I was humbled and I let go of the resentment in my heart. If Tom no longer battled, why should I? I learned a priceless lesson that night. The battle belongs to the Lord and He, not I, will bring victory and vengeance if need be, in His time and in His way. I learned to stop being a guard dog over the hearts of my friends and to allow the Lord to be their protector and the lifter of their heads. If there is someone in your life who has forgiven and moved on but you have not yet forgiven their offender, might I invite you to take a moment right now to confess that unforgiveness to the Lord and to follow their example into peace of mind through a clean heart? © 2006 Katherine Walden Contact for permission to reprint or use in any format. A Prayer My Father in heaven, forgive me when I feel all these things please We gladly accept submissions for the Whatever is Pure E-zine.
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